I'm taking a break from the assignments.
Still trying not to say anything negative, just not worrying about the assignments right now. I need a break.
Our relationship has been extremely stressful over the past few days, for me anyway, and I'm just not in the mood to pile more energy into my efforts right now. Honestly, I don't think I have the energy for it.
It is exhausting to keep giving, and giving, and giving, and feel like you're not getting anything in return. To feel like you are working your putuckus off, while your spouse flounces around doing whatever they please.
So I need a break. Maybe one day. Maybe a week. I don't know how long. Until my energy is up.
I need a break.