I struggle with what my issue is, exactly.
On one hand, I don't think it's a forgiveness issue. When I think about what FireMan did, there is no emotion surrounding the event, the lie - it's just something that happened, just a part of our history.
But at the same time, that single event changed how I view him as a person.
So, since I still do not see him the same way I used to, does this mean I haven't forgiven him completely? or is that just a result of his actions that we both have to come to terms with?
I don't know.